Bein' a mom is hard....but, I'm sure I don't have to tell you that.
Before I became a mom, I had no capacity to understand the job. Foolishly, I remember thinking, if I can just get passed this one issue (with my then precocious 18 month old), it will be smooth sailing....
Eight and a half years and 4 more kids later, I've come to the conclusion that being a mom is hard.
I'm not talking about the discipline--I've learned that that is an everyday thing. Set the standard, have the expectation, dish out the consequence when needed. That's life. That's what makes them who they will be. It can be exhausting, but I get that.
I'm also not talking about the dishes, the laundry, the dust bunnies and all that other fun stuff. That's not even hard--it's just boring and time consuming--or, stamping time sucking!
I'm talking about....what? The tugs and tears of a mother's heart.
We are dealing with a situation right now with our oldest--nothing life threatening---just some character building, but it's so hard watching him walk through this potential disappointment.
Ben lives for baseball. As the season got started, our local league offered tryouts for what they call the Major league. Ben has played in the league for several years and this year decided to request a tryout for the draft. He and his buddy were all psyched and participated in a three weekend clinic to be observed in the hopes of being drafted. Draft notifications are supposed to happen this week. The buddy got his yesterday. Nothing yet for Ben.
While I realize this is just peanuts in the big picture, it's pretty huge in the mind of my 10 year old. And, while we really believe he has some talent for the game, we are powerless and must sit back and watch it playout.
SO, when Kerry laid out her challenge for the day, I immediately knew what I would do with it.
I wanted to create a fun little project to house some peeps I picked up at Target.
Peeps....nothin' says I love you more that sugar coated sugar!! LOL! Ben loves them and since I usually don't buy them, I thought they would be the perfect little "I'm thinking of you..."
The challenge: cease the hoarding of paper--dive into that coveted designer paper and cut, use--go nuts. The only specific: it must be in your stash at least a year.
I've had this particular piece of paper for about three years--no lie. I won't go into the particulars--I've already confessed my addiction to paper. However, I will have you know that I've used the entire 12 x 12 piece!
The box itself is cut with my newBig Shot (resistance is futile) and the Box #2 die. The box, is larger than what the die will typically cut due to a "z" fold which allows for the expansion of the box. It measures about 3 3/4 by 4 1/4 when finished.
To the box, I added a few peeps and a little note adorn with my Amuse Elephant and verse.
Finally, I decorated the box with an image from Our Craft Lounge's set Children of the World. My OCL stamps have been terribly neglected and I was so happy for the opportunity to ink this one up!
I colored this little guy with copics (suprize) and used my gel pen for a few accents....I love him!
Ben loved the whole thing.
Thanks for the catharsis! I'm out for tonight, but will be back again tomorrow for the Blogger's Challenge--
Peace,
Jane